It's awful, isn't it?
Of course, the barren b*tch in me can't decide whether my high beta yesterday is FABULOUS, or cause for concern.
So, I spent 2 am to 4 am last night perched in my recliner reading since sleep was obviously not coming and I didn't want to give hubby another sleepless night.
And now, I am watching the clock and waiting for the phone to ring. Hoping that I can close out FN with a positive post about the future to come.
Please be 1000+. Please.
BTW, thanks so much to all who commented (de-lurkers: nice! mommies of multiples sharing numbers: oh my stars... familiar names and beloved friends: great goddess, I love you!) What a blessing to be able to come here and know that I am not alone.
since sleep was obviously not coming and I didn't want to give hubby another sleepless night.
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Nothing like a little "light" reading of Dostoyevsky from 2AM- 4AM ;)
I am hoping you get good news soon....chanting 1000+ for you here in Boston
Keeping fingers crossed that the number doubles--come on 1000!
hope the number is good.
Thanks all. It's 8 pm. obviously, no numbers to report tonight. Hopefully I'll have news first thing in the morning - Nurse is awesome like that. But I am definitely feeling MORE nervous today than I was yesterday.
@Michelle, I actually think Dostoyevsky can be hilarious. I think it's the Eastern European in me. But I actually did giggle last night - which is what woke hubby and caused him to gently escort me back to bed.
My betas were kind of high and my doc said that if it were a molar pregnancy the betas would be REALLY INSANELY high, not just gosh that's high. If the nurse didn't say anything I would go with fabulous!
De-lurking to say Congrats. I've been reading your blog for months, but not sure if I ever commented before - maybe I did eons ago. Anyway I am absolutely thrilled for you and praying those numbers keep doubling!
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